what do you do when the person you love unconditionally tells you they've "fallen out of love" with you? what do you do when that person tells you there is someone else? what do you do when you try as hard as humanly possible to hold yourself together long enough to see this person, and they tell you not to come? what do you do when this person tells you they don't want to speak again, yet the last words they say to you is "i love you"?

in the past week i have lost all sense of what love is. i really don't know where i'm supposed to go from this point. i should be typing all of this in an email to her, but it would do no use. and that's how i feel. without use.