piss. moan. "woe is me." piss. more moaning. piss piss.

(i figured you all might be getting a little bored since i've seemed to have gotten over my insane bout of depression. just trying to keep you entertained)

woke up and it was raining outside. i walked round in a daze, matt and i having an exchange about mornings (i still don't really remember what was said. i'm sure he doesn't either). capped off with the semi-regular beastie boys reference: "time to get up and go to work." i never get tired of that one, i tell ya.

i stopped at k's to get some orange juice.

(windshield wipers)

(interstate driving in a daze of daydreaming of being elsewhere)

work.

man this place sucks on a monday morning. no one is awake. the coffee here is the equivalent of drinking toilet water (also known as pepsi). monday, monday. i hate you, hate you.

tomorrow is one of my days off. i'm going to sleep in and then head to the post office and mail sarah back her birthday gift that somehow got returned to me. maybe find a thing or two else to send out. i'll make it a day trip or something. just hang out with the mail people. i'm sure they could use some entertainment.

i'm thinking about taking a trip this weekend. i'm hoping to get my vacation day for sunday approved so that i can have a nice four day weekend. we're off for memorial day, it seems. i'm thinking of renting a car with seth and just driving somewhere. seth and i haven't been on a roadtrip since we went up to chicago for the first hey mercedes show and ruined the old accord (which i'm still somehow driving). it should be a good time, i think.

i had a dream last night that i was driving in a car with a beautiful girl. it was a pleasant drive. i don't know where we were going, maybe charlotte. i just remember her looking at me and saying "i really like you, you know."

i know, i know…now i just have to find you…