my day is shit. it's barely noon. my day was shot to hell before 9:30am.

the details are really unimportant, i guess. nothing i could say about my situation would come out as either intelligent or witty, so at this point, i think i'll keep my mouth shut.

other than that, i'm sucking on the corporate starbucks (not deserving a link) teat, just because it's close to work. i bought a piece of carrot bread stuff that i'm not even certain i'll eat. i am hungry, but i don't have much of an appetite.

i may or may not be getting sucked into going to cmj this year. this would make my second trip to new york in less than a month. considering i'd never been there before my trip to see radiohead, this seems a little odd. and exciting. and thank god i don't have to drive, this time.

maybe i'll get lucky and some mole person will shove me in front of an oncoming subway train.

who am i kidding?

you'll always mean the world to me.