2003.01.24 took him for all he was worth:

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when you're bored sitting at your computer, it's always hard to remember the links that people drop in conversation every now and then. today i got lucky and remembered that i was supposed to check out bushwatch.com (redirects to bushnews.com). i'm glad i did. i've been on such an awful anti-bush binge over the past few days that i've actually been overheard contemplating armed revolution (put on the back burner for now while i look into getting the clutch on my car fixed). if you have ever looked for a one-stop, "bush is a fuckin' moron" information depository, this place is the jackpot. give it a few reads. be a liberal. let your heart bleed.

and through that site i found this one. too damn bad that guy beat me to that idea. my personal favorite.

ever wonder why they already had that patriot act written, pre-9/11? hmmm…

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brad said:

Let me know if you need help with that armed revolution.

i am cocked and loaded…

# January 24, 2003,

Mr. John \ said:

thanx for werking on all my dumb shit, bro. from what i can tell from the homeland security handbook, all email, and web text (as well as telephone calls and bank transactions) are put in a folder under your name. so when you talk shit about JW Bush, you should use a code word, just to throw them off. kinda like how truckers call the police 'Bears'. here are some code words you could try. "Timmy".
Ex: timmy is bad bad boy.
or "Mr. Man".
EX: I wish MR.Man would comitt suicide on national T.V.
or "Dog Balls"
EX: our president, mr.Dog Balls, is a coke head alcohollic, who wants to murder people so his faggit ass texan freinds can make more money than god.
i sure hope this helps buddy, carry on.

# January 25, 2003,

schifter said:

so what did you do to your clutch? should i even mention that i've never gotten less than 100k miles out of a clutch?

# January 26, 2003,

brian. said:

ahhh…i love the sweet smell of political dissent in the morning.

# January 26, 2003,

Javan said:

I am the only pro-Bush person here… sorry, guys. Just not the liberal.

# January 29, 2003,

m@ said:

well, you're still young.

# January 29, 2003,

brian. said:

wait until you have to pay taxes and run the risk of having to fight in a conflict which shouldn't concern us at all…

# January 29, 2003,

Javan said:

Oh, but the conflict does concern us, all to much. That is the only reason why we are looking into this war, I don't believe it is another Vietnam. I only hope we don't wait until it is to late…

# February 3, 2003,

brian. said:

the only thing that concerns the US about conflict in the middle east is oil prices, javan.

# February 3, 2003,

m@ said:

oil prices, and appeasing Dog Ball's lust for blood & power with the added bonus of making him a "war president," so that, if it goes well, his approval rating will remain high and he may win a re-election bid.

# February 4, 2003,

brian. said:

keep in mind, 80% of the general public OPPOSE a war in iraq and Timmy's approval ratings are at their lowest point, post-september 11th.

# February 4, 2003,

m@ said:

TIMMAY!

# February 4, 2003,

pants party no.1 said:

as well as MR.MAN's affilation with Skull&bones.wich has been traced to numerous world events including stock exchange plumits, and interst rate changes. but fuck it, kid. who cares about all that, whether a war is a good move or not, should not even be questioned. when 30 million americans do not have health coverage, and one out of every 6 children go to bed hungery every night, and unemployment is at a 10 year high, who gives a god's damn fuck about war. it is not an option. there is too much to work on here at home. bush says war must happen so that millions of people can live decent lives. tell that to any of your friends who make $6 an hour, without any health benifits, that have to borrow $20 000 a year to get a basic BA at some 2 bit state skool. ask them if they would rather have some jack ass blow up babies, and then drop a crate of food on top of them for 1 billon dollors a day (estamated cost of war) or would they like a living wage and health insurance? i say bush is an idiot, and war is a stupid move, but really it's the fact that problems at home are getting ignored.

# February 4, 2003,

brian. said:

amen!

preach it, brutha.

# February 4, 2003,

Javan said:

I think you guys are still totally missing it all…

I guess you do realize it is hard for me to argue with you because you are so much older than me, but here goes anyway.

This war is a national security issue. We can't make people get paid more, or work more, or do much more than we do in the poor-assistance (welfare) area. Welfare, of course, is a good thing in it's place (our dad, Matthew, survived because of Welfare if you remember) but if we start handingout money, people will stop working, just because they are lazy.

And as for war, any President (whether it be Gore, TIMMAY, or your own Ralph Nader) would have to be considering war at this point. Think about it.

I have heard it said "I used to be a liberal, but then I grew up". You have to keep your eyes open.

# February 5, 2003,

m@ said:

Fact 1: The government's primary function is protecting the welfare of it's citizens.

Fact 2: A lunatic dictator with nuclear weapons is a potential threat to the well-being of any world-citizen.

Fact 3: As the #1 superpower, our government *must* act as a responsible member of the world community. "Lead by example" is how the cliche goes, i think.

Fact 4: Our government's war lust has extremely limited support even outside of it's own stately doors, much less outside of the borders of this country.

Fact 5: If our government proceeds to wage war on Iraq, it will be doing so (at this point, though things may change) against the will and/or wishes of the greater world community.

I think Mr. pants' point was that there are more important things to take care of within our own walls at this point, especially considering the lack of world support on foreign fronts. Instead of trying to fix problems abroad, we should be trying to fix them at home. At the very least, we should be giving equal attention to both "fronts."

Living Wage: by instituting a living wage, *all* individuals who work (a 40 hour work week) will be making enough money to pay their bills, put a roof over their heads, and feed themselves and their children. So, yes, we *can* make people make more money… it's called making the "minimum" wage a "living" wage.

Welfare: The peril of any social program is the possibility that it will be taken advantage of… in fact, this is a potential "problem" any time one person makes a sacrifice to help another. This is why the welfare program needs to be overhauled so that it is *much* more difficult to take advantage of. There are many programs that can be implemented in support of welfare:
a) people on welfare *must* work for the money they're given. There are thousands of jobs our governments can create and give to people who can't get other work. Or, we can pay people to get an education (so they're more employable).
c) child care. working mothers need places/people to care for their children while they work. govt. sponsored day cares could be staffed by welfare recipients (under supervision of govt. licensed child care providers).

bottom line for welfare… if you get paid by the government, you work for the government. If you don't do your work, you don't get your money.

And yes, any president might be considering war at this point, but against North Korea if anyone, since we actually *know* that they already have nuclear weapons. Plus, though they might be considering war, a *good* president would not act without the support of the world community.

And don't miss the point of your own advice… keep your own eyes open. Both political "sides" have a tendency to get mired in their opposition of each other, and thus become as closed minded as those they oppose. There has always been an ideological welfare system in place for the human race, people giving freely of their ideas and others taking them. Since ideas are so freely handed out, many people have stopped working for them, because they are lazy. I *try* (though i do not always succeed) to not be one of these lazy people. I hope you will continue to do the same.

# February 5, 2003,

Javan said:

And you're saying we don't already know that Iraq has Nuclear weapons?

And the reason that the "Greater World Communtiy" doesn't support us yet, I believe, is because they are not the ones who the Lunatic dictator would we wanting revenge on, now would they?

# February 6, 2003,

Jackie said:

Precisely the arguement I was looking for…

A) The reason The Greater World Community does not support America as a superpower is because we are threatening to deconstruct virtually every government in the world who's top officers aren't in league witht The Bushes/The Ashcrofts. Why is England one of our main backers? Because the Prime Minister is Bush's cousin. All in the family.

B) Welfare… It's really easy to just call welfare recipients "lazy." But humans are, essentially, products of their environment. There is money to spend on low-income housing, like there is money to spend on (as Matt said) government jobs for the lower-income, child-care, and government grants for higher education. There are so many young men and women out there (a few of whom I consider my closest and finest friends) from poverty who are trying very hard to sustain a lifestyle without the aid of welfare. My friend Mike for instance, who has been trying for two years to get excepted into the National Jobcore in North Carolina (where he would live for a year, learning a trade, with free rent and 3 meals a day) but it's obvious how extremely difficult it is to even get involved in these programs… And not everyone are even so lucky to afford a year away from their family, children, and/or friends.

Yet we can afford to spill missiles (what's the quote? $100,000.00 – $1,000,000,000 per missile dropped?) all over Baghdad, killing thousands of private citizens in their own homes for… what? Revenge? Right, because Cheney, oops I mean Bush, cares that much about his citizens.

C)The last thing you need to trust in America is the American Media… even the "liberal" media such as NPR. Need I remind everyone of the recorded pact between Roosevelt and the American Media? The one that says the media will subscribe to anything the government asks… leaking only small bits of liberalized false info in order for the public to believe that what they are viewing, reading, and hearing is uncensored. It's recorded in history… and also recorded in history are all of the penny-anty games Roosevelt played while in office that, evidently, Bush is using as guidebook. Come on folks! We've been living under Martial Law our whole lives, and for most of the lives of our parents — how's that for life, liberty and justice.

D) The US is a very very young country still, and still suseptible to government corruption. Particularly with a supergrowth of technology in the past 50 years. And your telling me that I'm supposed to assume everything is right, and the government, and all of her human cabinet members, are most definitely just & rational people? Yet if a citizen says anything otherwise, they're called… UNPATRIOTIC? And possibly risk jailtime?

E) Why are we allowed to have the largest arsenal of Nuclear Weapons in the entire world… Why are we allowed to even contemplate putting these nuclear weapons in SPACE… yet North Korea can't have some shit too? As a Korean-Japanese-Swedish-American, with family scattered all over North Korea and South Korea… here's a clue: people of that country are, mostly, happy with the way things are. This includes South Korea… It is not our business to try and discourage their country's growth. Koreans are clanish by nature (TRUST me on that) — and the more we bully into their business, the more likely it is that they'll be a problem. Any dispute between the North and South can and should be resolved between the two of them, possibly under the guidance of the UN — but no more than that unless a massacre ensues.

F) There's this great song off of the new Dead Prez cd that says something to the effect of… "They didn't bomb my house… Not your house either… They bombed the World Trade Center, The Pentagon and tried to get the White House…" That sounds pretty fair to me, frankly. And I'm also saying this as someone with a close family member (My mother's sister) who was on a top floor in one of the towers. We'd thought she'd died… but thankfully, she hadn't. However, I know and she knows that no terrorist meant to kill her or her friends… they meant to make a very bold statement. Another thing I thought was nice from the Dead Prez song, which I'm sure everyone already knows but it's nice to hear it on vinyl, was the mention of the Al-Quiada being a former terrorist group working for the US Government. But I suppose, as they say, American Terrorists aren't terrorists, just patriots.

G) (I'm going through the entire alphabet here)… This isn't a conservative vs. liberal issue… It's an issue of every American's civil right to ensure that our government isn't abusing it's authority… And yes, it's not just the conservatives… I'm SURE there are plenty of liberals in league with the Bushes plan… Anyone can be swayed by the power of the almighty dollar (not to mention world domination). There was and is no threat to American citizens, except for in the case of wrong place at the wrong time…

Unless the US starts fuckin people up all over the world — in which case my ass is on the line and I'm not down with that shit, yo.

# February 6, 2003,

brian. said:

this just in: 70% of the british public now oppose a war in iraq. wait…i have yet to find a person (aside from javan) that wants to go drop a bunch of bombs on innocent women and children. over oil.

and let that be the point, javan…this is only about oil and old grudges. saddam has been a tired, rusty sabre for the american government to rattle whenever something isn't going exactly how they would like it to. anyone remember when clinton ordered the airstrikes in the middle of the whole "monica thing"? prime example.

history on the gulf conflict (reader's digest version): we only invaded iraq the first time because the invaded kuwait. why did we give a fuck? oil. plain and simple. the problem with that whole scenario is that cheney and powell didn't finish what they started. now they've got an enormous chip on their shoulders and a baby bush to help them take care of it.

then comes september 11th. they probably started laying out their invasion plans 30 minutes after the second plane hit. they finally had an excuse!

my point: never listen to any of the jackass bullshit powell is saying. whether it be to the UN or the american people. he says (and javan agrees) that they have wepons of mass destruction, chemical weapons and all these evil things. he's hiding all of them. he has massive mobile laboratories. he's a sneaky snake in the grass.

you think the amercan intelligence system can't fake just about any photo they want? how do we know those things were taken in iraq? how do we know that what we're seeing is what they say it is?

ahhh…fuck it. i gotta go to work.

# February 6, 2003,

Javan said:

Mr. Jackie, I must address you first. I will state now that you have stepped over the line. When you state bullshit like "no terrorist meant to kill her or her friends…". How the hell can you say that? Make a statement they did, by PURPOSELY killing thousands of people.
Your argument is quite laughible.
If you feel no compassasion for these people and no need to to remove the threat from the world community, you should go back to Korea.

You (all of you) tell me not to believe the media, which in itself is probably true. But why should I believe you instead? You don't believe the media simply because you think TIMMAY and his cronies are simply trying to take over the world.

And, unless I am mistaken, the Irag Incident did not reappear until long after 9/11. If any rush plans were made, they were pointed towards Afghanistan and Al-Quaida and Irag and nut-dictator came later.
Brain: The reason you have heard no one but me fighting on my side, is because you have not looked. And also, we are not going to "drop bombs on innocent women and children", rather remove their dictator. I know not why I made that statement, for I know you will counter it by telling me I shouldn't believe the TIMMAY administration, and certainly not the media.

As for Powell, you should honor him, instead of disgracing him. And I do aggree with him.

And the American intelligence system could fake photos. Of course. But what good would it do them? It isn't like we are going to take over Iraq.

Take no offense, but if you guys were the American government, I would indeed head to France. Or Russia. Or Belarus. Or Iraq. I suppose you get my drift. But I assume you fell no different about me.

# February 7, 2003,

nunyah. said:

Javan–

By saying "no terrorist meant to kill her or her friends," Jackie was talking specifically about her mother's sister. Jackie was saying that the terrorists were not targeting HER specifically, they were targeting the World Trade Center (to make a statement). Dig?

Also, about your comment of "we are not going to 'drop bombs on innocent women and children."

…are you kidding? Do you have any idea how many times we HAVE bombed innocent people? That's what happens. Jesus, on the day of the Columbine shooting President Clinton killed MANY innocent people in a bombing…but nobody heard about it.

I can't believe that anyone would ever be pro-war under any circumstances.

# February 7, 2003,

brian. said:

javan:

do you honestly believe that any war ever launched had no civilian casualties? they call them many things at the white house, including "collateral damage." this has nothing to do with believing the media, Bush, Powell, Rumsfeld, or anyone else. this is just a simple matter of truth. war kills. not just soldiers…innocent people.

okay…now that that's out of the way, i have to ask you a few simple questions…

first off, do you even have any idea why the U.S. is even IN the middle east? i'm talking pre-9/11, pre-iraq, all that business. any clue? well…i hate to break it to you, but the answer is OIL. that area is rich with the stuff. he who controls the fuel supply controls all the economic power. it's plain and simple. they don't call it "black gold" for nothin'. we've been dukin' it out in that area long before saddam invaded kuwait, but you're probably a little young to remember anything regarding iran. not a dig on your age, just stating a fact.

to put it lightly, the peoples of the arab world are a little more than pissed that they have what they call "american aggressors" polluting their homeland. justifiably so, i might add. how would you like it if you had a sovereign government and someone came in, said that something you had was their's, and then systematically (for more than 50 years) kept trying to destabalize your entire region to get what they want? you'd be a little pissed, as well, my friend.

as to why the whole iraq thing has popped up recently, so far after the whole 9/11 thing: the "war on terrorism" wasn't going very well. they still haven't killed bin laden (or even know where the fuck he is), terrorist acts are still being carried out across the globe, and frankly…americans haven't been feeling any safer. so they need to generate another war. crank up the machines. give the american people something to watch 24 hours a day on CNN.

second actual question: why do you think any government would want to overthrow the leader of another government? simple…to get someone else in power that they like better. we not want to "take over" iraq, but we certainly want to do the next best thing: put one of our buddies in charge of the place.* so when you want to go in and whup someone's ass real hard, especially on a global scale, you better have some convincing "evidence" to back you up, hence powell's dramatic speech before the UN. i'm not saying any of the photos were faked. don't get me wrong. i'm just saying take everything with a grain of salt. i want to point you to MS. Jackie's comment on the roosevelt pact. you have the internet at your fingertips, man…do some research.

on the research tip, check out a few other news sites, including some english language arab forums, with polls on how neighboring countries who also have no particular love for saddam do NOT want us in there dropping bombs.

and yes…those bombs would be getting dropped on innocent women and children. you really need to study up on the "art" of warfare.

*on the subject of putting our buddies in power, haven't we had enough of that shit blowing up in our faces? we financed bin laden in the late 70s in afghanistan to help against the russians. we've supported numerous other regimes, only to have them come back and bite us in the ass.

jimmy: i find it hard to believe that you jumped into such an intense debate, delivered a very good counter-point, and then decided to be anonymous. maybe you're afraid of tom ridge…who knows?

# February 7, 2003,

Javan said:

Yes, I agree (and know) that there will be death (military and civilian). That is war. I don't like war, or want there to be war, unless it need be.

Question #1: Why do you guys criticize the American government for even considering a *justified* war yet you seem to have no problem with Bin-Laden destroying the world trade center for one terrible reason: their hate of us and our lifestyle.

Question #2 Of course the terrorists were not aiming for one certain person. They were just aiming for a whole lot of people. There is a word for that. It is MASS-MURDER. No one can justify that. And don't ask me how war is any different, because in war, there is a good reason. So how can you justify that?

It would be nice to not have to have war. Yes, a utopia would be nice. But ask the former communist countries and read "Animal Farm". It can't happen.

# February 8, 2003,

scott said:

Javan,
You've made some good points in your argument, but I guess what I don't understand is why you think this war is "justified". There are a lot of reasons people go to war and I think few of them are ever really justified. War is historically almost always about a power struggle. It's no different in this case.

As Brian pointed out, the "Iraqi incedent" has been ongoing for quite a long time. It is a serious issue, and has been for years. The only, and I mean *only*, reason it has become priority numero uno now is because our President decided that it was. Not much has changed in Iraq post 9/11. We've had a stalemate there since the early '90's and could have tried to take care of this anytime since. But we are doing it now because Bush says so. And why does he say so? I leave that for you to decide. But I fear his intentions might not be as noble as you want them to be. There's a long list of reasons the American government wants this war and if you dig deep enough, you just might find that "protecting American citizens" is not at the top of that list.

One last question to you: Once we wage/win a war against Iraq, overthrow Sadddam and spit in the face of most foreign countries who oppose this action… then what? Do you think our problems will really be over, or just beginning?

I would implore you research conditions in Iraq over the last decade. For a lot of their citizens, the war never really ended. We never stopped bombing them, we impose sanctions and numerous other actions against the Iraqi people. There are cities with sewage running in the streets because they lack the ability (by way of being blocked from importing chemicals neccessary) to properly treat and sanitize their water supplies. Medical conditions are horrendous… just research it.

# February 8, 2003,

scott said:

I realize that I spelled incident wrong. And I also wanted to say that: Javan, your comments toward Jackie (conservative as they may be) were way out of line.

# February 8, 2003,

outta the ashtray/into the ashtray said:

The only potential silver lining to a war effort in Iraq is that Timmy Sr. wound up being a one-term president because of it. By focusing on oil and NOT the American economy (remember that recession?), some lawyer from Arkansas with little recognition in the public eye previously was able to Rock the Vote with such simple catchphrases as "It's the Economy, Stupid."

I think a large part of the Dems' downfall in the '00 "election" had to do with the fact that Gore didn't learn from his boss and reach out to the youth (Joey L. was a prime example of that), and a lot of us wound up voting for Nader. Granted, the Supreme Court bought and sold that election, but if the Dems had played their cards right, there *NEVER* would've been any of this "too close to call" business, and it really proves how too close to center the Dems have moved.

Something else you've got to realize is that a) a possible Iraqi connection was almost instantly hinted at after Sept. 11, and b) there's no president who wouldn't have bombed the hell out of Afghanistan.

Timmy has been itching at the bit to "finish" his father's job like so many bumper stickers across the country have been reading for the past year+, and he's been looking for any excuse to go over there. Now we're on the verge, with the American public not wanting sonds and daughters to die so some POLITICIAN can get his own chapters in the history books and try to secure a re-election.

Javan, Scott's dead on about the conditions in Iraq. The sanctions have not stopped anyone in power in Iraq from getting supplies, and the INTENTIONS of the sanctions weren't to stop anyone in power from getting what they wanted–the embargoes were intended to create anti-government resistance and inspire people to revolt–which has backfired, because the Iraqi government has easily spun that into "look what America is doing to YOU."

And it's not exactly "communist" to not want war (I would take a moment to point out that most of the traditional "Communist" countries are not actually communist, they're Totalitarian governments with pretty much Capitalist economies. It's kinda hard to develop an alternative economy when there's a global capitalist economy.), Communism is a mode of economics, not government.

As for the "love it or leave it" implication made earlier, any citizen who's being critical of this country is being a patriot in my book. I love my country. That's why I'm critical when I feel that it's necessary. I want to be able to keep loving it. If I didn't care, I'd be up in Canada or somesuch. Every citizen's responsibility is to ensure that your country represents you, and not JUST corporate interests, or foreign interests, or "the economic elite's" interests, etc. etc.

Get your democracy on, son. The essence of this country depends on people to be able to speak their mind and make a difference in how the government acts. Otherwise, all that "for the people, by the people" rhetoric is just empty claptrap.

This wasn't intentionally just a rebuttal to what you've said, Javan, but there's a lot of things you're gonna realize as you grow older and experience more things in life.

Here's to the futile hope that we won't see a war in Iraq in the next week or so.

# February 8, 2003,

john "pants party" king said:

hi everybody! i am really happy to everyone interested, i just worry that all of us leaping on javen, won't help him understand. or maybe, i am just reluctant to realise that it doesn't matter what we say, he won't hear it anyway. but that is our biggest problem, each side refuses to listen to the other, but honestly, i just don't understand the repubs. maybe it's becouse i have learned long ago that they don't give a fuck about our well being. and thats my whole sadness. all this war talk bothers me, becouse i feel so strongly that things are bad bad bad at home, and they are blanketed by looming war discusions. kinda like the coulmbine insident. it striaght shocks me that in the past 2 months our civil liberties have been murdered. we can be detained without any reason. our phone lines, emails, land mail, and our homes can (and will so says Homeland security) be monitored. that is insane. "information begins with you" is the federal slogan for the ministry of homeland security. we are all suspects, not just muslums, i mean middle easterners. you and me and republicans, and javen. we could find our selves in a tribunal tomorow, without any legal repersentation, for what we are talking about. and death is still a legal punishment. (some might say we are sympathizing with the enemy) and no one will know, mom, dad, javen, no one. well, maybe javen.
alright, i know i said i didn't want to harass javen, but really that 'go back to africa' crap gets on my nerves. in wich case i am refering to the 1920's movment saying that if black people didn't like segregation they sould just leave. we are all intitlled to our opinnions,(atleast for now) and jackie seems more concerned with the wellfare of the u.s. than javen who blindly wants to do what his leader says without noticing what his leader is doing to him. "those who would sacerfice liberty for security, deserves nether liberty nor security" maybe you should leave, if you don't give a fuck about your wellfare as an american, javen. really jackie deserves an appolgy.
fuck, really, war is needed sometimes, but not this one. look at the facts. N. korea admits to harboring wepons of mass destruction, a violation of U.N. treaty, and we arn't doing anything. al Quida, did work for the U.S. they were paid millions just months before 9/11 by us. we are terrorists. or rather they are only terrorist when they arent terrorizing the people we want them to. and we kinda stopped looking for them becouse we used them as a ralley for revenge and then were blindly told they real problem is husane. it was all a ploy for the gov. to get its people pissed and ready for action even though it's not what we initally were after. stupid sheep are the only ones that would fallow that scape goat.
this is getting so long i don't think anyone will read it. but my big worry is that our wellfare is getting destroyed by this. the economy is leaving town quick, or civil liberies are gone, health care costs are rising,and everyone is preoccupied with blowing up husane. is that gonna restore my civil rights and asure me and my family of basic heath and s.s. needs? fuckity no! hell no! this is not the land of the free. now we have to register every place we intend to visit when leaving the u.s. we have to give the exact adresses and dates. this is iron curtian stuff. i feel like i am living in the movie "brasil". i don't wanna "go back to africa (korea, europe, russia, ect.)" i want my country to care about me. but if they only way to live a decent life is to leave, than what choice is there? here i am a suspect, in another counrty i am a murderer, i am fucked. i'll just move to fucking iceburg.

# February 8, 2003,

john king=in all forms said:

javen,
hey buddy, i just found out tonight that you are a teenager. so i commend you on keeping up with all this touture. i sort of feel bad now, about all the shit we have been slinging at you. i didn't know you were so young. but thats not a crack on you, buddy. when i was 15, i hated people telling me that i was young, but man, it's not a bad thing, secretly, the rest of us wish we still were, dude. but look we are all ganging up on you becouse your an easy target. your an easy target becouse you are flat out wrong. real wrong. but it's not your fault.
i grew up in the ole' ghetto man. i spent sometime as a boy homless, still both me and my father live under the poverty line. but we are both hard working, educated people. it's not my parents fault that it turned out this way, they wern't lazy, or stupid, or teen perents. they just had the missfourtune of being born poor. as soon as you go of to college, and you meet a more diverse crowd, things will change. you will meet people from all sorts of social, and political standings. and you will notice you will have lots in common, regardless of where or how they grew up, and regardles of their political standing. once you have to start fending for yourself, and paying all kinds of stupid bills, i think you will start to worry less about Bush leading a world power into world domination, and care more about problems at home. you maybe more passionate about how others are treated. you know? you gave Jackie a hard time about her saying the 9/11 attack was not at people but at a situation. when bush attacks IraQ, he is defending his stand point, but, he will be killing inocent people too. just like the inoccent people killed in the twin towers. and if they get pissed at that, and want to go after us, we can't really blam them, really. its all so twisted, thats why i wish we wern't a super power, so we can just live decent lives, like denmark. or france, or holland, or most of social Europe. when you have lived your whole life whith out health insurance, and try to live on $150 a week, you seem not to care about whats going on outside our walls. but the truth is, iraQ isn't a threat to us, except that all our tax money is going to go to shooting his ass, instead of back to us. thats wrong. by condoning a war under these circomstances, is condemming the underprivaliged in america and abroad.it's crazy, if you love your country, you should love everyone in it, not just the ones with your same party reference. and you should fight to make life here better, not hate the people who have it bad here and want that to change. but i am losing my point, which is, i am proud of you for keeping your ground, when i was fifteen i couldn't have even formed the first sentence. and i am a little ashamed at straight attacking you. now i have faith that you will see this all in a differnt light in a few years, considering we all havn't blown each other up.
kingbot********

# February 9, 2003,

Javan said:

I think that you all think that I want war just to blow people up. That is definately not true. War is sad, and violent, and seldom needed. Sadly, it is near unavoidable.

And don't worry, I do listen to your points, and I consider them all. However, I still do not think that I am an easy target or wrong. I am just the only person on this post with my views! Flat outnumbered, it is.

And I am not going to give anyone an apology, because of twisted information. I don't mind discussing this current incident, but when it is said basically that the terrorists meant no harm and just wanted to make a statement, I simply can't listen to that. What was the reason for them to attack us? If anyone can inform me, please do.
Perhaps there should be no war. However, in my opinion, the real reason we should use force in Iraq is because they deny inspections. They have been given their options for peace.
I don't doubt that in the back of little Timmy's mind is the folly of Timmy Sr. Let us just hope that isn't the only reason.
I know that the money could be going to better places. The government could always do things better in everyone's eyes.
I don't know about you all, but I am getting tired of talking politics. Obviously we are not going to agree any time soon, but at least we have heard eachothers opinions.

Peace.

# February 9, 2003,

brian. said:

javan:
we're not condemning you for your views, i'm just flat out saying that you were way out of line in your comment for jackie to go back to korea. that's that old 50s segregationist, racist, white hood bullshit talking. i don't want to see that kind of crap in an informed political debate, especially not on a website that is half mine. i'm disgusted.

as far as the innocent people dying in the twin towers…we all grieve for them. their deaths were senseless. but the point jackie was making is that they weren't aiming for all those people, they were aiming at symbols of american society. our strength. our power. hence the attacks at the pentagon and the failed attempt on the capitol. i'm sure in their sick, twisted minds, the terrorists didn't mind killing all those people, but they were aiming specifically for the symbols, not caring about the people inside. that was the point she was trying to make.

# February 9, 2003,

ash. said:

Javan,

You do realize that there's another country in the same region that has unapproved nuclear weapons, has long used tactics like torture even on it's own people, and has seized land and randomly attacked her neighbors, right? All with our backing, even. The same country refuses to completely disclose her arsenal as well.

Justification all depends on what side of the fence you're sitting on in some circumstances. (By the way, to make myself clear, I'm NOT JUSTIFYING the terrorist attacks, I'm trying to show how hypocritical and illogical attacking Iraq is when Israel is sitting a few miles away doing the same thing.)

# February 9, 2003,

Javan said:

Perhaps my comment was a little rash… but I still feel that the statement made is incorrect, but I do understand your points. Of course terrorists were not aiming for one person… but in my opinion, their statement was more in the people they killed than in the places they destroyed, anyway. People, in my mind, are more important than buildings (NOT saying that the same isn't true for everyone else).

I hope that sates you all for an apology.

And of course all of you are older than I, so I can't really hold a finger to you as to knowledge pre-gulf war. But that is not bad, I suppose.

# February 10, 2003,

Nate said:

Javan, bum a book from Matt the next time you hang out with him. He's never going to read it anyway, it's called "Killing Hope: U.S. Military and CIA Intervention Since 1953" or some such thing.

I have a handful of mildly conservative views myself, and I definitely think this group is slamming Powell more than is merited by his actions alone. Keep in mind Maddie Albright's tenure under Clinton when you think of retributive Secretaries of State.

Don't underestimate your need to understand the last Gulf conflict more. If you really want to have a well-informed opinion on this, you should seek out more history. It's readily available from both sides of the fence.

As intelligent and informed as you already are, it would only do you service to dig farther for the truth. And I don't think it'll necessarily change your opinion.

Last things last, don't buy that age makes you better at understanding these things. Just being informed is what it takes. I guarantee you've got a more solidly justified and formed opinion than 70% of the adults in the U.S., these cats are a somewhat select sample (though some of them may still not be as informed as you… ooh… who could that finger be pointed at…).

Good on you.

# February 10, 2003,

Nate said:

Oh, and Ash, don't forget the representation of Jews versus other minorities in the voter population of the U.S. There's a perfectly good reason they don't go after Israel, it's just an egregiously self-serving one (that and the fact that the Allied forces were the ones that created that mess years ago… aren't parting gifts great?).

Opinion poll:

1)Who thinks China's going to feel the diplomatic heat soon?

2)Who'll give me 2:1 odds on Piongyang spontaneously combusting within a year?

3)Who thinks the current U.S. intelligence estimate of a 6-day campaign in Iraq might be a slight underestimation?

# February 10, 2003,

brad said:

Look at what you've gotten yourself into, Brian!

You should know better than to mention our great president in your forum. He can do nothing but lead to mass confusion and argument.

I hear that he can also down a six-pack in seconds flat…

# February 10, 2003,

brian. said:

and don't get him anywhere near a bag of coke…

# February 10, 2003,

Nate said:

Just make sure he's not eating pretzels…

(Oh… you know it begged it…)

# February 11, 2003,

scott said:

I hereby declare this thread of replies dead. Time for an update.

# February 11, 2003,

Anonymous said:

post something you big skinnny dumb ass.!!!!
christ!!

# February 12, 2003,

Anonymous said:

anything!

# February 13, 2003,

brian. said:

no.

# February 13, 2003,

Anonymous said:

"no"
"um, no"
that's real good, dumb shit.
forget this blog people.

# February 13, 2003,

kelly said:

For those of you who have expressed opposition to war on Iraq, I thought I'd pass along information about tomorrow's march downtown. I'm going, so if any of you would like to join me, call me or email me. I'll probably be leaving the house around 11:30 for it. Info below:

This Saturday, February 15th, there will be a peace rally and march in solidarity with similar actions this weekend in New York, San Francisco, London, Paris, and over 300 cities around the world. We will begin gathering at Central Park at 12:30. Around 1:30, we will begin our march–in a mock New Orleans funeral procession–to the Federal Building. The march route is on a bus route, so it will be easy to get back to your cars if you park at Central Park. There will be drums, signs, speakers, puppets, "coffins," and "tombstones." People will be coming from as far away as Cincinnati, Lexington, and Frankfort. Please plan on attending, and please help us promote this event. Sponsored by C-SAW.

More information about US and international protests: http://internationalanswer.org/.

# February 14, 2003,

Javan said:

well, that really killed it, didn't it?

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2009.06.13 A Backwards Glance at Nothing Good:

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A Sideways Look at Time
A Sideways Look at Time by Jay Griffiths

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rating: 1 of 5 stars
It's not often that I will actually STOP reading a book, on purpose, once I've started. Sure, sometimes I'll put it down for a while and come back to it later, but like leaving in the middle of a movie, putting down a book—for good—without finishing it is something I just don't do.

Well, now I have.

The premise of this book intrigued me, with its vague intimations of a philosophic and Zen inspired discourse on time—how we perceive it, and how we might get back to a better relationship with it. Presumably, that discourse exists somewhere within the book, but I wasn't able to slog through the first few chapters to get to the meat of it.

The author is apparently of an American school of writing influenced heavily by the Beats. His prose attempts that Kerouackian stream-of-consciousness that Jack managed to pull off with energy and weight, but which this author only stumbles around with, coming off as amatuerish and disjointed. The book feels like a first draft, with the author repeating the same ideas several times in the course of several paragraphs, and revisiting them again later in the same chapter. By the third reading of the same statement, the reader is left saying "OK! I get it! Can we move on!"

Coupled with repeated assertions, the author employs broad, seemingly faulty interpretations of events or social phenomena to support his ideas. The first few times these weak arguments show up, the reader may be willing to overlook or forgive. But with each additional instance, the reader's patience is tried and the author begins to seem like a buffoon.

Ultimately, as I said, I only made it through the first few chapters before I had had enough of the faux-progressive prose and faulty logic. The book comes across as something that might have been an interesting idea for a 10-20 page essay, which has been expanded—to its great detriment—into a full-length book.

For the premise alone, I wish I could recommend the book… but I can't. Don't buy it, spend your precious time on something worthwhile.

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2009.05.11 Star Trek the New Old Generation:

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I loved the new Star Trek. Let's just get that out of the way at the beginning, then continue.

I am a huge Trek fan, from way back (not WAY way back, like the 60's way back, but way back, like from the 80's). I used to watch Original Series reruns on TV as a kid (in the 70's), I went to see the first Star Trek movie in the theater (not that I really remember it, but my parents have reminded me), then stopped watching Star Trek altogether when Wrath of Khan came out because the little brain-worm-things scared the shit out of me. I got back into it when Next Gen started, and just went nuts over it. You ask me how dilithium crystals work in a warp drive, and I can probably give you an explanation without doing any research.

There are tons of reasons why I enjoyed the original series (and Next Gen, and DS9, and occasionally Enterprise), and I'd love to tell you that it was because of the hopeful and optimistic vision of the future, and the way it portrayed humanity as having overcome greed and prejudice and having dedicated themselves as a race to bettering themselves and fighting the just and righteous fight for freedom and cooperation. But really, I loved it because of the characters. The sometimes quirky, sometimes absurd, sometimes hyper-real, sometimes bizarrely unrealistic characters and relationships that populated the show. I loved it because of the stories, and the campy humor, and the glorious over-acting. And, I loved it because it sometimes asked deep philosophical questions, and other times it paraded around in front of you wearing a Nazi uniform. I don't think I really grasped the historical, philosophical, and sociological ramifications of the Trek universe until later.

But, we're here to talk about the new Star Trek movie, aren't we?

Taken on its own merits, I think this is a phenomenal movie. There are issues of science and issues of execution of course, but overall it is exciting, and fun, and touching, and very Star Trek in lots of the right ways.

I think Chris Pine made a great Kirk. All the characters were written (and directed, I assume) somewhat… over-the-top, and very earnest. I felt that, though Pine also suffered this, he had a presence and subtlety that really befitted the character, and that I can see serving him very well in subsequent outings. There was at least one scene (and I've been trying to remember exactly where it occurred, but nevertheless) where I remember thinking to myself… "There's Kirk. That's Kirk. That was right on." And I think it was just a single word, or very short line, delivered with a certain mixture of joy and self-awareness that I think captured the spirit of "The Kirk," and channeled a bit of the old Shatner magic. Suffice it to say, I enjoyed this new Kirk.

There were certain Kirk moments from a story/plot perspective and from a characterization perspective that I didn't like, but those would be difficult to elucidate without spoilage.

Quinto's Spock also had a lot to offer. Maybe he played it a little too close to the chest at times, and maybe he played it a little too "smirky" at times, but neither of those are entirely un-Spock-like qualities. I thought the father/son and the mother/son things were well written and well played, but I did feel that this Spock, somewhat interestingly, was representative of the Spock we came to understand over the last ~40 years, rather than the Spock we met in the first Original Series episode. Our Spock started out (well, after Where No Man Has Gone Before, anyway) as an emotionless, purely logical, and imperceptibly conflicted character who had very much chosen his Vulcan side over his Human one. That was not the Spock we got in this movie. In and of itself, that's not a bad thing, and I did really enjoy this Spock, but I also felt that this new Spock didn't represent where our Spock would have been at this point in his life. It didn't kill my enjoyment of the character, but it stood out to me as a point of unnecessary disunity.

Ultimately though, I thought Quinto's Spock was fantastic. He enabled you to become invested in the character very quickly, and he brought you along for the… yes, emotional ride through the rest of the movie.

The supporting cast was also varying degrees of good.

Karl Urban's doctor was good, but I felt that he was trying too hard to imitate the wonderful DeForest Kelley. I also felt that the writers did him a disservice by restricting his dialogue almost exclusively (I felt) to classic "Bones" catch-phrases. Dixon over at Shelfbound considered that this may simply be the way McCoy talks, which is an interesting thought, but one I don't necessarily agree with. McCoy (the "real" McCoy, you might say buh-doom-tsh!) had plenty of aphorisms and metaphors to go around, but his dialogue was never so heavy with catch-phrases. Ultimately, it's forgivable, but it was irksome.

As an aside, I absolutely adored the way they introduced McCoy's nickname. It was a bit awkward, perhaps, but I loved it.

Simon Pegg as Scotty was a real treat. The character was fun, and lively, and seemed to come off as both brilliant and moronic at the same time. I like Pegg, he's fun. Unfortunately, I never believed he was Scotty. Doohan's Scotty was brilliant but subdued, earthy but not offensive, and excitable but responsible. Pegg's Scotty was mystified, frenetic, and frequently out-of-his-depth. Also unfortunately, Scotty didn't get enough good screen-time to further establish the character. Perhaps there's more to him than this situation allowed to come through.

Uhura was good. Her character had strength, conviction, self-confidence, and power. It is a testament to the actress (and the writers as well) that they were able to establish this, because she was woefully lacking many really meaty scenes.

Sulu was also good, and I felt he fared a bit better than Uhura, scene-wise. He didn't try (unlike Urban) to mimic his predecessor, but inhabited the character he was given. I don't think that I ever really felt he was Sulu, but rather that he was some entirely separate character.

The Christopher Pike character was really great. I felt he got shortchanged in the leadership department in a few spots, but that ties into some movie-wide problems and more potential spoilage. Still, I really liked this character.

Finally, we get to Checkov. What to say… I did really enjoy his introductory moments in the movie, but ultimately I found his character to be very annoying. I also felt that this character was the farthest from the original source material. I won't go so far as to say I didn't like the new Checkov—because he was entertaining, to a point—but he's just not Checkov. However, maybe he is just another casualty of the way the characters were generally over-played. If he'd been more subdued, perhaps he would have fit perfectly. Who knows?

Well, I said "finally, we get to Checkov," but really, the Enterprise is the last (or first?) major character in the Original Series, and we should talk about her as well.

I really liked the new Starfleet ship exteriors, and felt they were true enough to the original. The bridge, on the other hand, was a different story. The old bridge was spacious, and austere but powerful, and it felt comfortable and open. This new bridge was bright, flashy, and claustrophobic. So much of the old Star Trek took place on the bridge—perhaps this is an indicator that the bridge will no longer be the central story-telling vantage point. It will be interesting to see how it plays out in future movies.

At last, we get to the story itself. As I mentioned, it was enjoyable and exciting. Unfortunately, I felt it was also, like most of the rest of the movie, a bit over-blown. It was as if they tried to make every single moment just as tense and dramatic as possible—tried to give the story as much weight as it could possibly carry. The good thing is that it delivered. The question is, is that a good thing? Personally, I prefer my Star Trek a little more cerebral, and a little less "wagon train." Maybe that's the Next Gen era initiate in me, I dunno. I just think there's a line between sci-fi action/thriller and sci-fi action/drama that this movie played too often on the wrong side of.

At this point, I'm not sure how much more i can say without really getting into specifics of plot. I definitely have more thoughts on specific aspects of the movie, and also generally about what it means that we now have this New old generation of characters.

As I've mentioned in other venues, to other people, I loved it, but I also hated it.

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2009.04.24 hold on there:

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A couple buddies of mine recently launched their awesome new website—Shelfbound—where they're currently talking mostly about comics (but eventually about books, music, and movies as well, I believe). On Friday of their first week, they posted a discussion about their personal histories relating to comics, which I felt compelled to comment on.

That post, coupled with the call I received from the comic shop I (used to) frequent—asking if I was actually going to come pick up my (7 months worth of) holds, or if he should put them back and delete my holds list— got me started thinking about my own comics history, such as it is.

At some point in the not too distant past, I was an absolute nut with an active holds list of more than 20 titles, and an average of over 33 books purchased per month. I thought it might be entertaining to air out the dirty laundry of my former addiction, by way of some lists comparing then versus now.

Going through my collection (at least, those books that actually made it up to comicbookdb.com before I stopped entering them), I came up with the following list of titles that, at one time or another, was a regular purchase. Mind you, these were not ALL on my list at the same time, but a LOT of them were.

The "long-time" list consists of books that I purchased (usually consecutively) for more than a year.
The "short-time" list consists of long-running titles that I picked up and dropped, or bought off-and-on, or which were longer-running mini-series.

Long-Time Collections
Amazing Spider-Girl
Amazing Spider-Man
Batman
Batman Confidential
Batman: Gotham Knights
Batman: Legends of the Dark Knight
Batman (various mini-series)
Captain America
Captain Marvel
Catwoman
Daredevil
Detective Comics
Harley Quinn
Incredible Hulk
JLA
Marvel Knights Spider-Man
New X-Men (Morrison run + a few)
Peter Parker: Spider-Man
Powers
The Punisher
The Spectre
Spider-Girl
Spider-Man
Spider-Man (various mini-series)
Superman/Batman
Transmetropolitan
Ultimate Fantastic Four
Ultimate Spider-Man
Ultimate X-Men
The Ultimates (2002 & 2005)
Webspinners: Tales of Spider-Man
Wonder Woman
X-Statix (X-Force)
Short-Time collections
All-Star Batman & Robin
All-Star Superman
Army of Darkness
Dark Tower
Elektra
Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man
Green Arrow (kevin smith run + a few)
Marvel Knights
The Pulse
Sensational Spider-Man
Spectacular Spider-Man
Spider-Woman
Superman (off and on)
U.S. War Machine

And finally, after a few years of increasingly sporadic trips to the comic shop, and the cancellation (Spider-Girl) or ruination (Spider-Man) of some favorite titles, I've whittled down my holds list to the following:

Current holds list
Batman
Daredevil
Detective Comics
Powers
Superman/Batman
Ultimate Spider-Man

So, from 30+ titles every month I'm down to 6 (well, five plus Powers, which is apparently not even close to monthly anymore). Depending on the quality of the last 7 months, I may yet drop Superman/Batman, and I was considering dropping Daredevil (though the guy in the store said it'd been pretty good of late, so i dunno… i may just selectively pick up arcs, if they look good).

Of course, I just saw on Diamond's site that Dynamite Ent. is coming out with a new Buck Rogers comic, which I have to at least get the first issue of; and the guy at the store told me there's a rumor my girl (Spider-Girl, that is) may be re-launched. So, I may be back up to 8 titles in the near future… but for now, at least, it's a little more reasonable.

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2009.04.10 identity crisis*:

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* "Crisis" is definitely overstating it a bit, but nevertheless…

Earlier tonight, I told an old friend that "I couldn't be happier with where my life has led," and, of course, that is true. What i've been struggling with the last few years has been the "where."

In high school, i wanted nothing more than to start my own business, be my own boss, stay in the hick town where I grew up and be a "computer consultant" (whatever the hell that means.) I knew that I would a) be awesome at it, and b) be totally happy with my life. Instead—when i realized my father's brain would melt and my mother's heart would flop right out of her chest if I didn't—i went to college.

In college, i met some awesome creative people, broke out of my mold, and made sweeping plans for taking over the world with the most profound art, music, and literature the world had ever seen, together with this band of misfit geniuses in whom I'd found a family.

Then the 'net happened and I found another niche. I was going to carry this empire of sight, sound, and word into the year 2000, and become the best damned webmaster this side of the Mississippi. I was going to shift paradigms, set trends, and lead the denizens of the 'net to the next level. Not that I could see what that next level was yet, but that was my plan.

Luckily, I landed a job that let me do the only thing that I'd really want to sit still long enough to get paid for. Unfortunately, i discovered that it wasn't always possible to innovate on a deadline, for the kind of clients a high priced web firm dealt with. That, and I didn't have the base skills to really push the envelope. I was, after all, entirely self-taught.

As technology progressed, I collected plans and hoarded them for "when I had time." My work, psycho ex-girlfriends, the internet, and my plans themselves sapped my energy to the point where little got done. Occasionally, I'd have a burst of activity, and accomplish something neat, or push a pet project a little farther up the hill. Then I'd go back to the news feeds, or the game of Dune, or whatever.

I was going to be a first-rate poet, the next Kerouac, a top notch photographer, a musician, a publisher, a record producer, a freelance web guru, a gallery owner, a coffee shop owner… the list goes on.

It's taken me a few years, but slowly, I've realized that I can't do it all. And those grandiose plans I made years ago—the empire I built on dreams—depended on that family of friends as a static, unchanging unit with infinite reserves of energy and patience. To meet my dreams, my friends would have had to stay just as they were.

What I've come to realize is not that I can't count on my friends (because I know they'll support me in whatever I choose to do), but just that my friends have their own lives, and plans, and dreams. I can't package them up into mine, any more than they can package me up into theirs.

So I have been converging on this point, where I have to figure out two things: what I want to do, and what I can do. With all these grandiose plans I've made, which are the feasible, workable notions, and which are the pipe dreams?

These were the thoughts that, late last year, and early this year, brought me to re-dedicate myself to my writing. I still have lots of plans, little things I'd like to do, but, when push comes to shove, my writing comes first. Someday, perhaps I'll be able to expand my arena again, but right now, I have to seize my opportunities and focus on a smaller set of goals.

To a certain extent, the old Coffeemonk Design Flaws empire is seeing a sunset. The name "Coffeemonk Design Flaws" was always Bob's thing anyway, and without his participation, it has long felt hollow.

I'm still working out the details in my head, but very likely, coffeemonk.com will become my writing oriented blog, and Savant-Garde Press will finally emerge from it's long stasis to stand on it's own. I'm also planning to launch a personal blog at matt.rasnake.info (eventually), and will continue to maintain bipolar as well.

This, then, is not as much an identity crisis, as it is an identity acknowledgement. This is the happiness to which my life has led me…

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2009.04.09 a house is not a home – a work of flash fiction

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another flash fiction story, this time a straight fiction piece. hope you enjoy.

He and Sam had lived in this house for almost 30 years—bought it when their youngest was six, and their oldest was graduating high school. They'd had lots of great times in this house, him and Sam, their three kids, their various pets and pet projects. No doubt about it, this house was well loved.

Maybe I'm not the best handyman around, Troy thought, I never quite got those shingles repaired properly, and the downspouts were always loose. But I've taken care of her, I suppose.

"Help." he said, meekly.

Yeah, it was a good house. And it's a great little neighborhood, for sure, despite those noisy planes. It just meant that they were able to get a bigger house, to fit the family a little better, and not get in over their heads with the mortgage. There was the great big backyard that the kids loved to play in. He'd built them a sandbox, a swing set, a tree house—and not from a kit either. He'd drawn up the plans, bought the lumber, cut it, drilled it, assembled it, dug it in, and made sure it was sturdy. All those things were still back there, still being used by the grandkids. Still standing, still safe.

At least… I think… are they still back there? he wondered. What was I…

"Can anybody hear…" his throat felt dry. He was a little thirsty.

Some of his buddies back at the office had tried to talk him out of it, of course. Tried to tell him he wouldn't like living that close to the airport, even if it was just a little one with only a single runway. He had assured them that it would be alright, he had it on good authority (the previous owners, and his real-estate agent) that after a while, it would hardly be noticeable. The noise would just blend into the background. Maybe that was never quite true, but it had certainly been livable. There were pretty much no flights after 9pm, and none before 6am, and that suited him pretty well. The kids hardly ever complained, and Sam never said a peep… at least, not to him. She was quite a woman, Sam. When they first moved in, the kids would play in the backyard, and she'd sit on the deck watching. She looked like a queen. A radiant vision with shoulder-length hair as black as night. It was his favorite memory of her.

Where is Sam? She should be home soon, shouldn't she? he panicked for a moment. I hope she doesn't…

"help." his voice was thin, faint.

He had actually gotten to the point where he could identify the planes flying overhead by the sound. Eventually, he'd even taken some flying lessons and gotten to know some of the private pilots there. In fact, he was pretty sure that was Chuck Kleiser he'd heard approaching the house a few minutes ago. If he was out in the backyard, he could hear the prop and engine noise, figure out exactly which plane it was, then look overhead as it passed just to confirm it. There goes that Cessna, that Piper, that Beech, that other Cessna. It was mostly the same planes, though occasionally a new one would come in, an out-of-towner here on business, or some rich youngster with his new Socata 850 or Piper Meridian. Tony didn't much care either way, but he got a kick out of the old-timers griping about the new guys with barely concealed contempt and carefully subdued envy.

Did I hear Chuck's plane? Tony struggled to remember. His engine didn't sound well.

"sam."

Of course, now some of his friends were pilots, and the planes flying overhead every day meant that those TV and newspaper reports about planes crashing, running out of fuel, not making it off the runway, bursting into flames… all those things had started to hit home—become personal. He saw a report like that and immediately wondered where Frank was tonight, or Jody. He'd look out the front window just to make sure there wasn't some giant pillar of smoke rising over the neighborhood from the direction of the runway. He'd see on TV some demolished house with a demolished plane sitting in the living room, and he'd wonder about the occupants. What were they thinking when that American Champion landed on their couch?

Need to close a window, it's too cool in here. Tony enjoyed the light shining into the house, but felt… Is that… blood?

"samantha." Tony whispered his wife's name.

He'd been doing something… what was it. He'd gotten up to… he'd gotten up to fix himself a sandwich.

But I'm not hungry. he thought.

He'd gotten up from the couch to fix himself a sandwich. That was when he'd heard Chuck's plane coming up over the neighborhood. Chuck's plane coming up, but not sounding quite right. Sounding unsteady. Then, yes, then as he was listening, hearing Chuck's plane coming up, then hearing nothing. Hearing nothing, and then… then everything. So much noise. Noise and light and dust and dark. He'd opened his eyes, and the dust had settled. That seemed strange, that the dust should settle that fast. Then there was all this blood, that certainly didn't seem right. And there, there was the nose of Chuck's plane, in his living room, crushing his couch like it was waiting for football season. He thought he saw Chuck, in his plane, but that wasn't Chuck, not really.

He looked out, where his front window had been, and he saw… he saw the huge pillar of smoke rising over the neighborhood, rising up out of his living room. He couldn't lift his head anymore, but he could see blood on his hands. He thought about his kids and how much fun they'd had in this house. He thought about Samantha on the deck, her long hair, black as night, blowing ever so slightly in the breeze. She should be home soon, but he hoped she wouldn't… wouldn't find him like this.

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2009.01.27 delivering resistance – a work of flash fiction:

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Considering my recently renewed drive to become a productive writer, I decided, tonight, to write this piece of flash fiction—a super-short sub-1000 word complete story. It may not be terribly original, but I'm pleased with how it turned out. Also, i'm pleased I was able to knock out almost 1000 words in one two-hour stretch. Much better than the almost 1000 words I managed over the whole of the past weekend. Lastly, as you may guess from the above, this is probably roughly first-draft quality. I had the idea last night, wrote it between 10-ish pm and 12-ish am tonight, then did a 5 minute read-through and polish pass, and posted it here. I hope you enjoy it.

delivering resistance

My Pop–that's what I call my grandpa–was a mailman. Oh, he'd retired years before I was even born, but from the time I was able to sit up on my own, I'd sit at his feet and listen to him tell stories. It didn't matter what he was saying, of course, I just loved to hear him talk. As I got older, I kept asking him to tell me the same stories. I kept sitting, and he kept talking. It was always summer when we'd visit Pop, and i remember the warm tingly sun on my back as I'd sit there and listen, or lay there, playing with my toys.

About 10 years ago is when it started. I was 14, sitting at Pop's knee, listening to his stories, and Mom came in crying. She could hardly get words out.

"It's just awful!" She'd said, a look on her face like nothing I'd ever seen, like she was stuck, like she was trying to pop her ears at the top of a mountain. That was the day our government had declared martial law in the name of a foreign power. Just like that. No warning. Entire metropolitan police forces either complied and joined up, or were massacred on the spot. 15,000 officers died within 30 minutes on the eastern seaboard alone. Of course there was chaos, but the military and ex-cops detained or executed looters, protesters, and demonstrators by the hundreds, until no one who resisted was left. Or at least, no one who resisted openly.

I think that day was the last time I felt the sun.

My dad was a scientist, apparently a somewhat important one, not that I ever paid much attention. He was hardly around, and when he was, he always had his books or his papers, and a concerned look on his face. But on that day, he yanked me up from Pop's floor, and shuffled me, Mom, Pop, and my sis into our little 4-door, and drove way out in the middle of nowhere to some kind of run-down hunting cabin. There were some men inside, and they took us to a tiny little cave, which led to a series of caves, which lead to a great big cave filled to the stalactites with whirring machines blinking and steaming in the tepid air.

That night was the first night of the resistance, though plans had been in place for decades (scientists love to anticipate problems), and for the next five or six years, we lived right there in that cave. I'm not sure where the food came from, or how any of the rest of that place worked, all I know is that I hated it. Maybe that's a little too strong. I certainly liked the IDEA of living in a cave, and I loved being able to go exploring–especially once i got to go alone–but the only books we had were science books, and the only computers we had were dedicated to their specific tasks. The moms tried to setup a classroom, but we could pretty much only study math, science, and stuff they remembered or made up. There were no video games, very little music except what we could make, and not really even any girls. Well, there were three who were infants when they got there, and two who were a bit older than me, but one died of pneumonia our second year, and the other was just too annoying to be near for long. So there we were with nothing to do but schoolwork and make-believe. But Pop was there, so when he wasn't trying to make himself useful as a guinea pig or a button pusher for the scientists, he'd sit and tell me all those old stories over and over again. Sometimes, he'd make up new ones, just to keep it interesting, but I could always tell.

One day, we got word from the resistance, nothing special really, but it was one of those days I was making an effort to show interest in my dad's work, so I asked how exactly we were getting messages back and forth between groups of people who were trying as hard as we were to stay hidden.

That was when he told me about the mailmen.

I was astonished. Pop's mailmen had been gone since before i was born, a casualty of the new global economy, the internet, and the fact that, in the end, the only things being mailed were things that nobody wanted. There were still a couple major consumer-oriented package shippers, but the day of the mailman was long over. Nobody had paid to deliver something as simple as a paper-stuffed envelope in 20 years! But dad assured me that encrypted messages were being carried back and forth from enclave to enclave every night. There was a clandestine resistance postal service.

Pop's been gone now for 4 years, and the cave was apparently raided a couple years ago leaving no survivors. But since that night when I learned of the mailmen, i have been training and moving, carrying the messages of hope and news of the resistance. I know that my Pop was proud of me, 'cause he told me as much in the last letter he would ever write. And when I set out each night, to my next destination, his stories echo in my head, and I know that I will have the strength to go on, no matter the circumstance or weather–as Pop said "in snow, in rain, in heat, or gloom of night"–but never in sunlight. No, I suppose I won't ever feel that warmth again.

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2009.01.23 plan pour paris:

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A friend just emailed me, asking for advice on places to visit in Paris. Since I love Paris so much, i might have gone overboard. I've probably mentioned most of these things in my journals from those trips, but nevertheless, I thought I might post it here, y'know since it's already written and everything…

As for Paris, the key is walking. If she's into the touristy stuff, the Arc de Triomphe is excellent to see, walking down the Champs Elysees is a must, and viewing the Eiffel Tower from La Trocadero is highly recommended. If she doesn't mind crowds and long waits in line, going up IN the Eiffel Tower is enjoyable, but I'm still not sure I'd call it worth it on a really busy day.

The Louvre is fantastic and huge if she's an art buff, but unless she's just a huge Picasso fan, I'd skip the Picasso museum (which is separate and in a different part of town). Connected to the Louvre is my favorite of the Paris gardens, the Jardin de Touillerie, which, if you stand at the far end of the courtyard of the Louvre, looking down the path out into the garden, and through the small arc in the courtyard, you can see *all the way* out the garden to the Obelisque, and up the Champs Elysees to the Arc de Triomphe. That is one of my favorite views of Paris. My favorite view is at the other end of the garden, in the grassy space up above the gates, looking out into the courtyard with the Obelisque and the fountain(s?). From here, you get a great view of the Eiffel Tower to the left across the Seine, and of the Obelisque and Arc de Triomphe up the Champs Elysees to the right. My favorite spot in all of Paris is that spot, if you go up the ramp (the left ramp if you're walking towards the gates at the end of the garden) you get that great view I mentioned.

My second favorite view of Paris is from Sacre Coure in Montmartre. It feels like you can see the whole city from there. (Sort of like Eiffel, but without the long wait or crushing crowds.) Also in Montmartre, a few blocks from Sacre Coure, is a square where hundreds of artists have booths setup and are working and selling things. around the square are several restaurants, so that's a great place to go after visiting Sacre Coure.

As I mentioned, just walking around is great, especially if you have a companion or two, head down some side-streets and see what you find. My last and most important bit of advice is this: learn enough french to ask simple questions. The most important thing is to be polite and respectful. You walk into a shop, you say "bonjour!" (or something more appropriate, depending on the time of day), when you leave the shop, you say "merci!" If you have to speak to a shopkeeper and don't have enough french for it, the most important phrase in your arsenal is "I cannot speak French, do you speak English?" (in French obviously). *Usually,* making that much effort is enough that they'll be polite to you as well. If they don't, they'll tell you, and you can say "merci" and either gesture enough to get your point across, or politely leave the shop.

Guide to paris streets and public transport.Finally, and especially if doing a lot of walking, the picture I attached is of the book my sister relied on during her five+ years there. Any Plan de Paris should work, I imagine, and there seem to be a few pocket-sized versions around, but this one worked very well for me.

That's not an exhaustive list, for sure, but some of the things I particularly enjoyed. Also, i recommend sitting at the outside tables at a crowded cafe, sipping an espresso, and just people-watching. But that may be just me. ;)

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2009.01.15 3 rules of bourbon:

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Codified by my buddy ben:

three rules of bourbon:

  1. bourbon is only served in a glass. a glass glass.
  2. only two things are mixed with bourbon, and both of them are water
  3. bourbon only goes in your mouth.

Inspired by the horrifying "How to Irrigate Your Nasal Passages."

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2009.01.09 concentrate:

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Aside from my preternatural skills of procrastination, one of my biggest obstacles to writing is focus. Sometimes, you run across a piece of advice that speaks directly to you, and this is one of those times.

Don't research
Researching isn't writing and vice-versa. When you come to a factual matter that you could google in a matter of seconds, don't. Don't give in and look up the length of the Brooklyn Bridge, the population of Rhode Island, or the distance to the Sun. That way lies distraction — an endless click-trance that will turn your 20 minutes of composing into a half-day's idyll through the web. Instead, do what journalists do: type "TK" where your fact should go, as in "The Brooklyn bridge, all TK feet of it, sailed into the air like a kite." "TK" appears in very few English words (the one I get tripped up on is "Atkins") so a quick search through your document for "TK" will tell you whether you have any fact-checking to do afterwards. And your editor and copyeditor will recognize it if you miss it and bring it to your attention.

from a post by Cory Doctorow

I've not done much actual writing (mostly outlining and, more often, NOT outlining—see procrastination, above) but when I was attempting to write that sci-fi novel I started in 2005, I was horribly horribly derailed by researching the position of mars in the night sky, from the mountains of northern california. In my defense, it gave me dialogue i might not have otherwise had, but still… distracted! The above is great advice for countering this, which I hope I can actually put into practice.

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2009.01.03 windblown review:

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Windblown World: The Journals of Jack Kerouac 1947-1954 Windblown World: The Journals of Jack Kerouac 1947-1954 by Jack Kerouac


My review


rating: 4 of 5 stars
It was always somewhat unclear, in the works dealing with Kerouac's life and methods, just how much he was beholden to classic literature and literary theory. The most famous story, of course, was always about the benzedrine, caffeine, and nicotine fueled three-day writing binge that resulted in "On The Road." And Kerouac himself, with his later works, and his articles and essays about writing, became a vocal proponent of "automatic" or "stream of consciousness" writing, further muddying the waters of his influences. In reading many of the biographies about Kerouac, we can get something of a feel for his abiding love of literature, and his almost reverent regard for certain writers who most inspired him.

In this book, a collection of journals–in whole and in part–taking the form of a mixture of working writing journals, and personal diary-type entries, his interests and desires are made clear.

Especially in regards to his first novel, Kerouac is keenly interested in creating a work of import and gravity, to be held among the works of his admired influences. He discusses the great efforts to maintain his momentum, and to edit and re-arrange his work. His fluctuating emotional connection to his own work sees him moving from the depths of despair that he will never be able to finish to his satisfaction, to the height of narcissistic belief that it will be a greater work than anything else in his time. This journal enlightens us to his struggles just to *be* a writer–which is a far cry from that image of Kerouac as the mindless typist cranking out words in a drug-fueled haze.

Later entries shine a light on his most famous novel "On The Road" that it rarely receives–showing "On The Road" as a careful work, which goes through several conceptual changes, not to mention numerous drafts.

Much of these journals are also notes from the journeys that actually appear in the finished novel, so we are able to see, in a way, how Kerouac captures his raw material.

These journals are a fantastic opportunity for Kerouac fans to get an internal glipmse at the reality behind the fiction we've come to love. For those who aren't fans, but who are interested in the act and art of writing–and of *creating*, in general–it is a window on the extraordinary struggles of a man attempting to leave his mark.

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