i haven't been sleeping well, lately. i stay up too late and get up too early. it's not by choice, either. hell…today i woke up a couple of hours before i needed to get up and ended up just tossing and turning the rest of the time. it sucks. i hate this shit. i hate being tired all fucking day because my brain decided it didn't want to go back to sleep.

fuck you, brain.

and fuck you too, monday.

maybe it's just that lack of sleep, but i've also been feeling rather down, lately. i'm sure it's more than that. it's probably a combination of a lot of factors. a lot of factors that are all starting to drive me nuts.

we need to have some band practice, this week. i'm still waiting to find out when we'll be practicing, though. we have to get the songs straight with billy before we can go down to nashville to rock them out. not having a practice space has slowly been killing any momentum we had with this band.

i was digging through some old notebooks the other night. i'm starting to think i have two modes: angry and depressed.