2001.10.10 welcome to my breakdown:

as beautiful as this early fall day is…as much sleep as i ended up getting, last night (a full nights sleep? unheard of!)…as much orange juice as ive been drinking, this morning…i've got a feeling that i just can't shake. it would help if i could identify that feeling, of course.

as noted, i've chosen orange juice over the tea, this morning. i'm giving the tea a break for right now. i don't want to get burned out on it prematurely. no way, no how.

back to that feeling…it seems like it's just your standard melancholy, but you never know. i'm starting to realize that i'm really happy being alone, right now, but it's a seasonal situation where i really want a "special someone" to share time with. since the departure of "the girl" from my life, i've had little to no prospects. that at once bothers me and doesn't bother me at all. i'm of two minds about this whole deal.

yeah yeah yeah…i'll quit my bitchin'…

so i'm back on the road this weekend. i'm riding out with the kilowatthours to their show in brooklyn. they're playing with rye coalition at northsix on saturday, so anyone that lives in the area should seriously consider checking the show out. doors at 7…kilowatthours at 8. i'll be recording and working merch. stop by and buy something. or a lot of stuff. whatever.

i'll be back sunday, just in time to catch tara jane o'neil at artswatch on monday night. sounds like a good time to me.

well…shit…it's time to pretend like i'm working. ain't that a pisser…

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3 Responses to “welcome to my breakdown:”

molly said:

there's some stupid melancholy hanging over my head today too. i'm sort of glad i'm not the only one who's got it.

# October 10, 2001,

amy. said:

nah. it's everywhere. hanging like a big grey cloud over chicago as well.

# October 10, 2001,

brian. said:

yikes…

i didn't know it was so widespread. hopefully the rest of my day hsa brought at least an evil grin to all your faces.

y'know…you mess with the bull, you get the horns.

# October 10, 2001,

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