it's one of those days where i've been meaning to post all day, but never had a chance to. my earlier post was going to be about my crashing caffeine buzz and drinking that last little bit of mocha that is all chocolate and cold coffee…still a potent combination.

but i'm not anywhere near a caffeine buzz, by this point in the day, crashing or otherwise. i've had lunch. i've finished all my work for the day. i'm getting ready to leave. but i thought i'd sit down (still on the clock) and type something into the little blogger window.

i was up front, trying to print some documents before i leave, and this guy comes in and needs some help getting started in pagemaker. so i set him up and i'm showing him the ropes in 30 seconds or less. he's this gnarly lookin' gay dude and he's just leaning over me, totally invading my personal comfort zone, which is admittedly a large area of space. he's all up in my shit, chomping on his gum like a fucking cow. it took everything i had to keep from drilling that fuck in his gum-chewing face. i just wanted to knock him the fuck out. keep in mind it had nothing to do with him being gay. it was about him crossing that line of comfort. and that fucking gum. i'd punch anyone that was crowding me like that. unless it was a pretty girl. then i'd just ask her to move. if she refused, then i'd punch her. i guess i'm not the nicest guy in the world.

but i never claimed to be anything else.

the ex called again last night. i guess subtlety isn't working. time for me to just say "brian wants to try to carry on with his life in a more constructive manner. thank you." or something like that.

the live and/or rare mp3 of the day (or so)
coalesce – supernaut
in these black days vol. 3

coalesce kicking ass all over supernaut. sometimes happiness is just crazy guitar lines and insane screaming. bitchin'.